So I talked about moving out in the extra room we have on the other side of the garages, well sadly my parents are against it but I got it all cleaned up and ran a ethernet cable out here and moved my computer stuff out here.

But I already talked to my parents, and really my mom doesn't care, it's my dad. He has always been like this, he needs to feel in power around the house and expects us to follow his commands. I asked him to give me a REAL good reason for not moving in and he said "Cause I said so" And so there might be a few fights, but to be able to move out here, I have to do what I got to do. My mom has always had to fight to get what she wants, she needed a new car (Which she bought a few days ago) and my dad would fight about it, finally my mom looked at a car she wanted, and did her research and was very serious about the car she got. My dad ended up throwing a HUGE fit over nothing. He went down there, liked the car and said she can buy it.

The thing about my dad and moving out in the other room is he just jumps to conclusion before I could explain. He throws a fight because all I say is I want to move in, then blocks out anything else I have to say. They are worried I would use more electricity to get the room warm, and I told them I would put a coat on. I enjoy a cooler temperture, when I sleep I can't sleep because I push the blanket off, then get cold. So the thing I have to do is just...DO it! I am just going to move the bed in here one of these days. He will throw a fit, I am sure, but he will then understand that it's not that bad.

Sorry about the rant, had to get it out. Been wanting to make a blog for awhile. Hopefully I will blog more.

I have been wanting to write a blog for a week or so, but never got to it.

First off I got great news on being able to get my diploma. My aunt was cutting my mom's hair and they were talking about it. They brought me in the room and my aunt told me about how her son went to Aims Community College and took a test and got his diploma and was able to walk in Greeley, CO. I am right now in the process of getting ahold of someone to get it all setup and figure out costs. But this is EXCITING news to me.

Next off, I decided to start getting fit. So I made up a 6-day workout schedule where Monday, Wednesday, and Friday will be Abs workout. Tuesday will be chest, Thursday will be Biceps, and Saturday will be a full body workout. Sunday will be my day break. But I plan on doing this for a few weeks, then start to switch it up and workout other parts of my body. I also plan on going to our local recreation center and jogging on their track and maybe workout on their equipment.

On March 7th, 2011, my grandpa went in for surgery on hisstomach, he has been talking about pain for years, but they never did anything about it (The local doctors office) Until it became serious. So my grandpa was put in surgery. While in his surgery, things started to fail, his liver, kidneys. Once we heard about his condition, my mom rushed to a plane to see him (He lived in Nevada, we live in Colorado) As my mom was landing and getting in the car, he passed away. I feel bad because my mom didn't get to see him alive, but she got to talk to him, he told my mom if something was to happen my grandma knows what to do.

When I found out he passed away I was in bed around after midnight, my brother came in and told me he passed away, I couldn't help but just loose it. We were going to go fishing with my grandpa in the summer, and the weird thing is, for YEARS I had feelings of something happening, I always told my parents I want to see him. We were tight on money and couldn't make the trip. He did come down to see us I think it was July 4th.

After he passed we visited my grandma, and everyone was still in shock, we all were expecting him to walk through the door and everything will be okay. It just didn't feel the same. I mean to this day I feel like I am still in shock, I still want to see him, and talk to him.

The reason for this blog was because his birthday is coming up Febuary 29th, 1948 (Yes he was born on leap year) Would would be turning 64, but since he was born on leap year, he might be in his 20's. I forget.

I also can't believe I never posted this blog back then. But now you know. I will continue to keep him in my heart :)